Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Let me introduce myself. I am Kelli. I turned the big 3-0 last month. This was a hard thing for me. When I step back and look in the mirror I don't like everything that I see. I wouldn't say that I am unhappy, I just am not at a place that I would like to be at in this point of my journey in life. I have been struggling with my weight for the last few years. I've lost and gained the same few pounds over the last couple months. It's been a struggle for me to do this on my own. I know all about calories in vs calories burned. I have all the tools and knowledge to kick this once and for all, but for some reason I can't get myself to get there. I need to dig deep into ME to figure out what the hold up is. I have struggled with infertility and I'm sure a lot of it has to do with my weight. I have been told that I have "PCOS".... I like to think it's an easy label for anyone that can't get pregnant. My reasoning is that I don't ovulate. I'd like to think that if I get into a healthy weight range I'd overcome that problem. I'm not sure because I've never been there. That should be reason enough to get me going don't ya think?! I have a two year old son and had a misscarraige in January. I decided after that to take a break from the fertility drugs and get healthy. Here it is April 13 and I am still talking about it. I've decided to put it all out here and find out what is stopping me. I am joining a weight loss program starting Thursday. I've done this once before and lost 25 lbs. I think a weekly weigh in will keep me accountable. I hope you can as well. I'm going to put it all out here good and bad. It might not all be pretty, but it's me.... a work in progress.